RIDE WITH IT

I hate the feeling of being bored, tired, lazy, emotional, awkward and sappy at the same time. And that's what I feel right now... yup, at this very moment. Errr I hate this! I'm losing my concentration... I'm losing my head! Grrr...

Saturday, I should be happy... c'mon it's weekend, bring on the beer case! But what's happening to me? I feel so gloomy and all I want to do at this moment is to stay in bed and have a sleep (STRESS LANG 'YAN). A deep sleep wherein when I woke up... just another brand new day that as if nothings happened.

This morning when I woke up... whew, I knew it already that it's a bad day for me... I can feel it! I feel the wretchedness in me and I'm so irrirated (HANGOVER BA NG PAGKAKA-STRANDED KO KAGABI DAHIL SA LAKAS NG ULAN AT BAHA?). When I get off the bed... I want to do something but I don't know where to start and how to do it? Am trying to ignore the bugs and butteflies in my tummy but I can't. Shaiks! I hate this mood!!!

"Boss, can I go home now... tinatamad akong magtrabaho." As if I can say that to my Boss. Possible... IN MY DREAM!

Ay yay yay yay yay... well, what will I do now? Ano pa nga ba... dating gawi... RIDE WITH IT until tonight hanggang sa makatulog. This too shall pass... this too shall pass!

Yun lang!

MY JULY

JULY 1... tahimik pa dito sa office... iilang boses pa lang ang naririnig ko. Kahit 1:48pm na, 'di ko pa rin feel ang magbukas ng ilaw dito sa tapat ng table ko... wala lang... ayoko pa ng masyadong maliwanag, OK na ako sa dim light. NAKS!

May mga nagkukuwentuhan dito sa department namin... pero 'di ko pa masyado feel ang maki-join sa kuwentuhan kaya eto, sound-trip muna... Boyz II Men. Wohoo IDOL! May concert sila dito sa 'Pinas ngayong buwan, 'di ko pa lang sure kung ano ang exact date... search-search na lang muna sa net and who knows... baka afford ng budget ang ticket at makapanood. SANA NAMAN!

Wednesday... Wednesday... Wednesday...
July... seventh month of the year.
July 1... first day of the month of July... what's in the other side of the bridge? No one knows... let's see once we get there!

Tapos na ang buwan ng June and thank God that despite of different cirsmustances... am still here, alive and kicking... PRAISE GOD!

The last month of June, nag-set ako ng goals na dapat ma-achieve o magawa bago matapos ang buwan. Thank God ulit that somehow, may mga na-achieve at nagawa naman ako. May ilan din na I failed to have them but it's OK... no hard feelings. May ilan din na i-extend ang pag-achieve sa kanila, hindi ko nagawa noong June, so ngayong July ko naman susubukan na magawa.

Aside from achieving sets of goals para sa month of July, deciding month ko rin ito for some personal stuffs (HERE WE GO AGAIN), deadline month kumbaga! Yes, 'di ba, dapat may plan B kapag 'di umubra ang plan A. There's a lot to do in life... so why should I let my self stuck in a situation na malabo, 'di ba? This is it... full force na 'to! Aja!

Makulimlim na naman ang panahon sa labas... oks lang para 'di masyadong maalinsangan. As usual... 'wag lang sanang umulan ng malakas na magko-cause ng baha... na ang baha ay magko-cause naman ng heavy traffic... at ang heavy traffic naman ay magko-cause na 10 years bago ka makauwi ng bahay.

Happy Wednesday sa lahat! Hoping na ang month na ito ng July ay maging fruitful para sa lahat. Looking forward na lahat sana ng mga goals natin para sa buwang ito ay maipatupad.

AJA!